Pabila cinta memanggilmu by Kahlil Gibran

Apabila cinta memanggilmu… 

ikutilah dia walau jalannya berliku-liku… 

Dan, pabila sayapnya merangkulmu… 

pasrahlah serta menyerah, 

walau pedang tersembunyi di sela sayap itu melukaimu…

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana… 

seperti kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu…

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana… 

seperti isyarat yang tak sempat dikirimkan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada…

TWELVE IN TEN

365 + 365 = 2 years ago

i dont even think about this.

bukan bermaksud apa2 kok

ya maap sih ya kl ada yg mikir2 nebak2.

gatau deh 

cuma pengen nulis doang dimana ya yauda disini aja

dalah dah !

bye

PS.

I LOVE U

hehe

Just Made It

it's thursday... ada perubahan jadwal khusus hari kamis pelajaran setiap jam ditambah

pelasaran hari ini berturut2

Fisika, Matematika, Inggris, Kimia, BBQ

helpppppppppppp.... rumus kaya ditumpuk2

oke I just made the picture of sum one...

and i'll never mention him 

I mean for NOW

( abis gambar2 ini fresh sedikit otak gatau kenapa hahahaha dah bis tu . bye Gdnite pipol )

from myself

This just lil part of a song that can describe how I feel

And when You're needing your space

To do some navigating

i'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

i'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how

to use the tools an gifts we got yeah,

we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did

intend for us to work we didn't break, we didn''t burn

We had to learn how to bend

Without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what i'm not

And who I am

SO I WONT GIVE UP ON US
EVEN IF THE SKIES GET ROUGH
I'M GIVING YOU ALL MY LOVE

I'M STILL LOOKING UP

( i'm so sorry, for not perfect enough to be yours. and I surely forgive you when you said you're not perfect enough for me.. remember. we just have to do much learn. and knowing each other. and i'm still loving you )

Quotes For Today

if you in love with two people at the same times, choose the second one. Because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second.

look at her eyes, not just listen her words

Promise Your Self

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet
To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.
To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.” 

I just miss the person when having lunch

JUST FOR FUN AND 

WE'RE JUST HAVING FUN HAHAHA

muka apa muka wkwkasdf!@#$&*$%



Candid Camera - eating sushi

STARING :
Anggi Widantika
Nurul Purna Mahardika
Regina Fitriani
Tsuraya Khairunnisa

My Sweet 17

Dua hari yang lalu tepatnya 22 Oktober 2012
itu hari yang paling indah dalam stahun ini
dari semalemnya udah gabisa tidur, pastinya kepo kan sama yg ngucap2in

gataunya ketiduran... dan kebangun karna di PING!!! attack sama Regina. lgsg bangun ternyata udh byk yg mention sama bbm , balesin beberpa langsung ketiduran lagi zzzzzz
ngantuknya Akut.

pagi pagi bangun di sambut Mama Papa sama Adek bersama kue ulang tahun
disertai lilin angka 17
love banget

terus siap2 berangkat sekolah sama citra...

nah gw dianter ke kosan. langsung manggil "CITRAAAAA"
kaya ngajak main...
taunya dia lagi megang kado dan mukanya tegang karna gw nyelonong masuk..
gak pake basa basi dengan muka yang udah merasa oon sedunia...
lagsung bilang HEPI BESDEEEEY........
sambil nyodorin kado dan mukanya angong!!!
gw langsung ngakak WKAKAKAKAKKAKAKK!@#$%^&*
langsung ambil kadonya masukin tas caw ke sekolah...

Disekolah
kebetulan aja hari itu hari senin. hari ngeluh sedunia kata seseorang hehe.
upacara kaya biasa, tiap ada lewat ada yang kenal langsung ngucapin nyalam-nyalamin. seneng2 gimana....gitu kalo lagi ultah wkwkwk

Di Lab Bahasa Inggris
kebetulan duduk sesuai absen dan gw paling pojok. pelajaran listening, lancar dan tiba2 earphone gw ga nyambung ke pusat nya itu (apa namanya lupa gw) gw ga denger instruksi dari Mrs. Ernila..
lgsg neken tombol, gw ngadu. Alhasil malah di marahin karna dianggep udah ngerusak. tampang orang2 serius semua ga ada muka becanda, gw pucet sepucet2 nya.... pas udah mau bel,
gw disuruh cek earphone sekali lagi.
pas make ternyata satu kelas nyanyi HAPPY BIRTHDAY dan itu awesome banget
gua langsung nangis tapi dikit doang narik narik jambakin WIDIA yg di sebelah gw "maaf Wid"
terus perwakilan temen ngasi wishes. Mrs. Ernila pun ngasi wish ke gw

• Lulus UN
• Masuk PTN Negri sesuai keinginan
• Menjadi Lebih baik kedepannya
• Langgeng sama pacarnya (ini sedikit malu dengernya hihi )
• Punya pacar untuk memotivasi kita untuk semangat belajar bukan sebaliknya

INI SEMUA AMIN BANGET YA ALLAH 

hehe Thankyou Mrs. Ernila

THANKYOU LASTSCIENCE4

 makasi byk chipmunks2 nya kawan kawan

 scooby-doo, tmpat pensil puppies nya sama 17 bunga yg dibuat dr karton bagus bgt

boneka2 anjingnya juga yg kanan dari citra my chairmates {}

Pulang Sekolah

gw galau sedikit. dikit aja gak banyak2 ada something yang bikin bete. sudahlah
pas gw lagi cerita sama NURUL tau2 REGINA bekep gw pake Almamater ntah milik siapa
di iket di bawa turun dari Lt. 3 sampe bawah.
gw cuma takut jatoh dari tangga aja sumpah.
terus dibawa ke mobil nurul. ada kecelekaan sedikit kelingking gw smpet kelindes mobil lain dan gw nangis dibukain semuanya EAAAAA penculikan gagal wkwkwkwk
nangis ditempat sampe orang2 yang diwarung jalan semua ngeliat!!!! malu banget tapi jujur sakit abis hahaha
untung cuma merah bengkak ga kenapa2 :'''''(

gw dibawa gatau kemana, nyampe lokasi gw dikerjain abis2an sampe nangis terus disetelin lagu kuntilanak tai kucing tai bagetn lagu itu SIALLLLLL :((((

gaklama gw di tanya2 introgasi gitu disuruh jawab jujur wishes dan semuanya :")
semua ada di sebuah Video ;)

udah gitu di buka almamaternya gw gatau siapa2 aja tadinya pas dibuka gw melihat semuanya udah pada baris wkwkwkkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk

 ini kue dari anak 12ipa4 ditambah cipau sama menceng :)

 muka udah gak ada bentuk :')

Thankyou all hehehehe

Thankyou for :
1. Citra Wahyu Tri Utami
2. Nurul Purna Mahardika
3. Regina Fitriani
4. Dian Noviyani
5. Sagita Anugerah Oka
6. Yamatri Zahra
7. Jessica Putri Octavia Hadi
8. Rizky Aditya ( Cipau )
9. Dayu Jaysendira ( Dekday )
10. Handa Yuandi ( Menceng )

Tiba dirumah lagi
dirumah gw naro semua kado kado dari anak2 dikelas tadi kekamar semua.
hari udah nyaris maghrib akhirnya pada pamit pulang.
langsung gw sholat magjrib bentar. gaklama habis sholat gw buka twitter di laptop.
maksudnya sekalian balesin mentions EAAAAAK

tiba tiba terdengar suara nyokap "caaa..... keluar ca ada yang dateng tu !!!!"
akhirnya gw keluar dan.......
SURPRISEEEEEE!!!@#%^&
ternyata muka Ratu nongol, Widia, Bella, terus Adi... eh mana Anggi?? Anggi Mana
ternyata dia gabole ikut kalo malem sama mamanya uuuu galak ibu Tuti inih :')

potong kue terus dapet kado lagi banyak nambah hihi makasi yaaa emang besties banget kalian ini 

 suap suapan tanpa Anggi tapi :')

dapet kado kado lagi

Thankyou For :

1. Anggi Widantika

2. Ratu Derry Yusrina Sari

3. Widia Juli Yani

4. Bella Valentina

5. Adi Nugraha

sekitar jam setengah 8 mereka pulang gw mandi sebentar, kebetulan blm sempet mandi tadi hikssss

selesai mandi jam Lapanan, tiba2 ada motor berenti. nyokap blg

lagi 

"Caaa kaya ada yg berenti"

"Apaan siapa? ica masi ganti baju"

nyokap yg keluar dan gatau ngomong apa gw jg gatau itu siapa awalnya

pas selesai semua gw keluar liat yang nongol ada....

muka Arip, muka Abot, muka Dian.

aduh malu bgt tapi campur seneng... tadinya Arip marah krn disangka gw lupa punya cowok wkwkwkwk heseh bgt bbm terakhir gak di read BIKPAL 

tapi seneng pas liat mukanya didepan pintu he he he bgt <3 b="b">

akhirnya ngobrol2 eh lebih ke bergunjing sih, seru banget ngomongin orang2 resek hahahahaha malem itu byk dosa kita berempat ngomongin orang terus maafin ya Allah

Jam 10 kurangan

Arip, Abot, Dian pamit pulang..... terus yaaa.... seneng aja malem itu seru :3

love this he he he

Pokoknya 22 Oktober tahun ini dari pagi sampe malem aku seneng banget mehehehe :3

OH IYA

ada late surprised juga

jadi kemaren tanggal 23 Oktober tepatnya hari selasa, dapet kejutan dari anak2

Ganesha Operation ( GO ) pas barusan aja balik dari les

tiba tiba mereka dateng ke rumah, dan gak nyangka banget....

seneng deh punya temen2 yang baik ini 

Thankyou for :

1. Nur Amalina ( Wina )

2. Sagita Anugerah Oka ( sagita lagi :*)

3. Gilang Saputra

4. Rivaldy Lumban Gaol

5. Aldo Pratama

6. Oby Hariski

Terus ada Late Presents lagi dari Arip

New One

Thankyou God, for sending me a special person
i'm glad to have him
if You let me to keep him last, please give me more strength for through or fix every problems on us. i'll try my best for him.
thankyou for this TWELVE !
love, trust, and faith will bring us back to happiness


hahaha kacoooo. dah ah bye <3>

Tears stream down my face

hurt, stupid, useless
cuma itu yang gw rasain hehe
I can't show it!!!!
tapi gabisa bohongin yang namanya perasaan

yaudalah
gw siapa ?
gw bisa apa ?
untuk apa gw ?

pertanyaan - pertanyaan tersebut yang ngestuck di otak gw

I realized.. I was too far from perfect
but this is me !
I dont change for anyone.
That is!!!


sincerely :
the one who gets hurt

love today

TODAY WILL BE THE DAY THAT I'LL NEVER FORGET IT UNTILL THE REST OF MY LIFE
just me, some friends, and God who knows what i'm really proud after that unforgettable event


tsu xoxo

Grow Old with You

(written by Adam Sandler and Tim Herlihy,)


I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you

I’ll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I’ll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you’ve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Messed UP !!!!

hari ini super duper frontal. sebenernya biasa aja sih. tapi ini lanjutan dr masalah kemaren.
it started when I wanna go home from school. from the 2nd floor, me and my last chair mate, walked to downstairs. suddenly I saw him near the stairs. I was shocked and messed up. I felt like I must go back to class. but my friend forced me to keep calm and continous to walk.
and FYI....
I didn't see, I just passed by him. but my friend told me that she saw him. you know whaatttt??\
she said *HE* looked at me from up to down. I was suprised to heard it.

tapi itu semua yg membuat fikiran gw sampai sekarang makin kacaaaauuuu huuuu :"(


# btw td gw beli senar guitar baru hihi, jadi kalo bete bisa jreenggg jrengg..... okedeh see ya Bloggers

I need my BESTIES

gatau knp ya dr tadi pagi gw gak mood. actually pas brgkt dan tiba di sekolah itu gw masih cerah seneng2 aja, ketemu temen2 maaf2an abis lebaran hihi.
pas pljrn pertama gw kekamar mandi sm widya, eh tbtb ketemu dia trs gw kabur krn gakmau terlihat langsung *saaaaah*

Setelah itu masuk kelas lagi trs dikelas gw agak beda nih. gak tau kenapa. mungkin kepikiran tapi kalo diliat lebai bgt kalo sampe begitu. gak mungkin bgt laaaah -__-

pas pelajaran agama, gua bete sebete betenya orang bete. satu kelas sepi, dua belajarnya tegang, dan terakhir otak gw emang lagi kacau balau aaashiiitttt...
gw cuma nyoret nyoret kertas gajelas terus di sobek. kaya orang gila. tp sempet tenang waktu beberapa temen gw disuru baca AlQur'an jd gw sempet dengerin dengan tenang. nah Citra, chairmates gw dikelas ini pas bgt dia lagi gak enak badan trs mual gitu. dan FYI kalo dia udh sakit atau apa ga bisa diganggu soalnya bisa marah tiba-tiba wkwk. kerjaan dia nyanyi-nyanyi terus nulis2 ukiran nama gw di kertas sobekan kaya gini jadinya wahahaha



abis itu, waktunya pulang lumayan seru kl udh keluar kelas ketemu temen2 kls X, gossip2, dicengin, kocak pokonya, tapi itu tetep belum bisa balikin mood gua.
pas pulang gw nungguin Anggi dulu kumpul Modern Dance yg super duper lama, padahal cuman duduk2 doang ckck. untung masih banyak anak alumni X3 heeeehe.

pas udh selesai, gw lgsg go to LOTUS sama Anggi, sebelumnya nungguin Muthe naik damri dulu -.-
trs lgsg ke INVIS gw emg lg pengenbgt teriak teriaaaaak. tp ngantri lama sampe 1,5 jamman, males bgt udh mau sore, akhirnya lgsg aja ke PizzaHUT. actually kita ga laper.

pas sampe rumah, gw mulai bete lagi entah gatau apa yg gua betein ini, gw agak males balesin bbm dari temen2 gw.
terus gw buka twitter di TL ada indah @Ramadhanindah @niinahasa @alikalicole02 ini bestie gw bgt waktu masih di Jakarta, walaupun ini baru sebagian, tp mereka ngehibur bgt gatau kenapa pas mereka dtg gw lgsg lupa semuanyaaaa, ternyata gw butuh mereka dan kangen to the MAXXXX

gw suruh mereka dateng ke Lampung, gw pengen ngumpul2 lagi trs katanya pada ngusahain akhir tahun ini harus bisa ke Lampung

Ya Allah, kalau aku dianjukan satu permintaan !!!! aku cuma ingin bareng mereka bertemu mereka semua muaaa nyaaaa!!! hanya ituu yg paling2 aku harapkan,

I miss my besties, I just wanna see all of them, God please answer my pray. Ameen :')

How You Do It ???

sometimes I wonder how you do it.
How can you sit back and waych yourself
hurt someone so bad, and feel ny guilt
you say things to me, about me,or behind me
and you still look at me the same way
with those eyes of green searching for the answer inside me
you want to know everything
you want to know how I feel.
and if i'm truly hurting inside
you just have to ask
and I'll tell YOU
i'll tell you that you're the first boy I ever loved
you're the ONE who took my heart and locked it inside of yours
you placed my fingers in between each of yours
And in the end....
you took that heart and you shredded it to pieces
you could have just ripped it in half
then it would be easier to put back together
But Instead....
YOU TORE IT!!!
piece by piece you shredded it
And no one can fix it.
No one wants to
Beacuse they look at what you made me
a girl with permanent tears painted on my face
I am now just an empty void
there's no desire to want to love again
because now there's only of fear of ruining
what I have tried so hard to build up T___T

sincerely
( your secret admired)