my heart speaks hehe

sometimes I like to think how much we have to give up on something
or specifically to let someone go and feel lyk
"Now where am I?" or "I feel a little lost"
I've also been praying incessantly to fall in love with someone new 
who can make us forget the feelin' of being hurt.
until I believe that time heals everything.
and yay I did it ! 

a while ago, I found a figure that made the gray mist disappear.
idk why, I haven't loved him yet before, until a moment he greeted me, 
then I felt there was something different between us 
(or maybe just on me hahaha so sadddd...)

but all these things continue smoothly, 

we used to keep in touch with each other, continously
huffttt in fact I am not an easy person to accept

probably bcs I haven't wanted to be let down anymore, but...
Once again, Idk why I felt different about this guy
He's somewhat reserved, but he is generous and kind. 
He's happy to be out of the limelight, and he's also thoughtful person, 
so it makes me proud to know him
He has never had someone dislike him or think he's a bad person. 
He has a fairly even temperment. I even wondered if God sent him to me
OMG I'm so grateful
until the moment I started to love him :)

But it does not end there, guys Life turned upside-down
there was something that separated us and 
I didn't even know what the cause was,
I just knew something was wrong then
in the blink of an eye, he slowly disappears
I was so sad because I thought he was the one
I thought that he was the answer of my prayer all this time
(or maybe aku kebaperan lol so poor, okk but I decided to stay calm)
I had to move forward to continue my journey
Whatever will be...I always thought he was a good person until now :')

I just prepare myself for what will happen later
and learn everything God has ever presented to me
though I often feel lost in the labyrinth (again and again) hahaha

okkk this is a little quote that describes me, seriously

Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here
But I'll remember
All those times you've bought me thru'
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near

sorry if anyone is offended on this post

PS.
I Miss You 

SUNRISE - Norah Jones

Sunrise, sunrise
Looks like mornin' in your eyes
But the clocks held 9:15 for hours
Sunrise, sunrise
Couldn't tempt us if it tried
'Cause the afternoon's already come and gone

And I said hoo...
To you

Surprise, surprise
Couldn't find it in your eyes
But I'm sure it's written all over my face
Surprise, surprise
Never something I could hide
When I see we made it through another day

And I said hoo...
To you

Now good night
Throw its cover down
On me again
Ooh and if I'm right
It's the only way
To bring me back

Pabila cinta memanggilmu by Kahlil Gibran

Apabila cinta memanggilmu… 

ikutilah dia walau jalannya berliku-liku… 

Dan, pabila sayapnya merangkulmu… 

pasrahlah serta menyerah, 

walau pedang tersembunyi di sela sayap itu melukaimu…

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana… 

seperti kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu…

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana… 

seperti isyarat yang tak sempat dikirimkan awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada…

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TWELVE IN TEN

365 + 365 = 2 years ago

i dont even think about this.

bukan bermaksud apa2 kok

ya maap sih ya kl ada yg mikir2 nebak2.

gatau deh 

cuma pengen nulis doang dimana ya yauda disini aja

dalah dah !

bye

PS.

I LOVE U

hehe

Just Made It

it's thursday... ada perubahan jadwal khusus hari kamis pelajaran setiap jam ditambah

pelasaran hari ini berturut2

Fisika, Matematika, Inggris, Kimia, BBQ

helpppppppppppp.... rumus kaya ditumpuk2

oke I just made the picture of sum one...

and i'll never mention him 

I mean for NOW

( abis gambar2 ini fresh sedikit otak gatau kenapa hahahaha dah bis tu . bye Gdnite pipol )

Happy belated birthday Fitria

FROM : LASTSCIENCE4

a true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down

from myself

This just lil part of a song that can describe how I feel

And when You're needing your space

To do some navigating

i'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

i'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how

to use the tools an gifts we got yeah,

we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did

intend for us to work we didn't break, we didn''t burn

We had to learn how to bend

Without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what i'm not

And who I am

SO I WONT GIVE UP ON US
EVEN IF THE SKIES GET ROUGH
I'M GIVING YOU ALL MY LOVE

I'M STILL LOOKING UP

( i'm so sorry, for not perfect enough to be yours. and I surely forgive you when you said you're not perfect enough for me.. remember. we just have to do much learn. and knowing each other. and i'm still loving you )

Quotes For Today

if you in love with two people at the same times, choose the second one. Because if you really love the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second.

look at her eyes, not just listen her words

Happy birthday Dyah Putri Larassati

Happy 17th Birthday Dyah Putri Larassati

( JOJO )

Happy Birthday Dad

HAPPY 47 th BIRTHDAY 

MY BELOVED DADDY

hope you always be our best..

• best daddy
• best husband
• best son
• best co workers
• and everything

Puppies and Cookies

Pagi - pagi jam 9 ada suara mobil berenti ternyata Om Reja sama her first daughter Dianing hehe

bisa dipanggil Dianing, Sabrina juga bisa, namanya banyak -___-

terus cuma nitipin doang, Om reja pergi lagi. Dianing pengen main ternyata

yasudah jadi gw main berdua dia.

 terus bongkar-bongkarin kado ultah gw boneka2 numpuk itu

tapi ga gw bolehin ngacak semuanya, yg ada dikasur aja, yaitu PUPPIES

anakan anakan anjing ini luar biasa unyu HAHAHA :3

Dianing wif all puppies

this is Me, and Dianing.. iseng bgt

sambil ngemilin cookies gaberasa maen sama anak kecil

Andaikan ada Tiyas (adiknya) ini lebih lucu lagi, bawel, pinter,

sayangnya lagi sakit uuuu jadi gabisa ke Lampung.

stay at Depok sama ibunya

GWS tiyas wkwkk

flashback foto dama Tiyas  nih

manis kan tiyas

with tiyas and hanny

ini lucu tp muka gw absurd abis gakbanget 

dah segini aja utk hari ini, soalnya seharian ngestuck dirumah

gara2 semalem nonton basket balik kemaleman, dan mlm ini FINAL

doai aja nanti di izinin lagi o:)

bye <3 nbsp="nbsp">

Promise Your Self

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet
To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.
To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.” 

in the middle of schooltime

ini tadi siang baru selesai sholat zuhur, abis berdoa, but we decided to stay.

kita lama-lamain di mushola

males bgt masuk kelas walaupun jam kosong.. astaga haha

I just miss the person when having lunch

JUST FOR FUN AND 

WE'RE JUST HAVING FUN HAHAHA

muka apa muka wkwkasdf!@#$&*$%



Candid Camera - eating sushi

STARING :
Anggi Widantika
Nurul Purna Mahardika
Regina Fitriani
Tsuraya Khairunnisa

My Sweet 17

Dua hari yang lalu tepatnya 22 Oktober 2012
itu hari yang paling indah dalam stahun ini
dari semalemnya udah gabisa tidur, pastinya kepo kan sama yg ngucap2in

gataunya ketiduran... dan kebangun karna di PING!!! attack sama Regina. lgsg bangun ternyata udh byk yg mention sama bbm , balesin beberpa langsung ketiduran lagi zzzzzz
ngantuknya Akut.

pagi pagi bangun di sambut Mama Papa sama Adek bersama kue ulang tahun
disertai lilin angka 17
love banget

terus siap2 berangkat sekolah sama citra...

nah gw dianter ke kosan. langsung manggil "CITRAAAAA"
kaya ngajak main...
taunya dia lagi megang kado dan mukanya tegang karna gw nyelonong masuk..
gak pake basa basi dengan muka yang udah merasa oon sedunia...
lagsung bilang HEPI BESDEEEEY........
sambil nyodorin kado dan mukanya angong!!!
gw langsung ngakak WKAKAKAKAKKAKAKK!@#$%^&*
langsung ambil kadonya masukin tas caw ke sekolah...

Disekolah
kebetulan aja hari itu hari senin. hari ngeluh sedunia kata seseorang hehe.
upacara kaya biasa, tiap ada lewat ada yang kenal langsung ngucapin nyalam-nyalamin. seneng2 gimana....gitu kalo lagi ultah wkwkwk

Di Lab Bahasa Inggris
kebetulan duduk sesuai absen dan gw paling pojok. pelajaran listening, lancar dan tiba2 earphone gw ga nyambung ke pusat nya itu (apa namanya lupa gw) gw ga denger instruksi dari Mrs. Ernila..
lgsg neken tombol, gw ngadu. Alhasil malah di marahin karna dianggep udah ngerusak. tampang orang2 serius semua ga ada muka becanda, gw pucet sepucet2 nya.... pas udah mau bel,
gw disuruh cek earphone sekali lagi.
pas make ternyata satu kelas nyanyi HAPPY BIRTHDAY dan itu awesome banget
gua langsung nangis tapi dikit doang narik narik jambakin WIDIA yg di sebelah gw "maaf Wid"
terus perwakilan temen ngasi wishes. Mrs. Ernila pun ngasi wish ke gw

• Lulus UN
• Masuk PTN Negri sesuai keinginan
• Menjadi Lebih baik kedepannya
• Langgeng sama pacarnya (ini sedikit malu dengernya hihi )
• Punya pacar untuk memotivasi kita untuk semangat belajar bukan sebaliknya

INI SEMUA AMIN BANGET YA ALLAH 

hehe Thankyou Mrs. Ernila

THANKYOU LASTSCIENCE4

 makasi byk chipmunks2 nya kawan kawan

 scooby-doo, tmpat pensil puppies nya sama 17 bunga yg dibuat dr karton bagus bgt

boneka2 anjingnya juga yg kanan dari citra my chairmates {}

Pulang Sekolah

gw galau sedikit. dikit aja gak banyak2 ada something yang bikin bete. sudahlah
pas gw lagi cerita sama NURUL tau2 REGINA bekep gw pake Almamater ntah milik siapa
di iket di bawa turun dari Lt. 3 sampe bawah.
gw cuma takut jatoh dari tangga aja sumpah.
terus dibawa ke mobil nurul. ada kecelekaan sedikit kelingking gw smpet kelindes mobil lain dan gw nangis dibukain semuanya EAAAAA penculikan gagal wkwkwkwk
nangis ditempat sampe orang2 yang diwarung jalan semua ngeliat!!!! malu banget tapi jujur sakit abis hahaha
untung cuma merah bengkak ga kenapa2 :'''''(

gw dibawa gatau kemana, nyampe lokasi gw dikerjain abis2an sampe nangis terus disetelin lagu kuntilanak tai kucing tai bagetn lagu itu SIALLLLLL :((((

gaklama gw di tanya2 introgasi gitu disuruh jawab jujur wishes dan semuanya :")
semua ada di sebuah Video ;)

udah gitu di buka almamaternya gw gatau siapa2 aja tadinya pas dibuka gw melihat semuanya udah pada baris wkwkwkkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk

 ini kue dari anak 12ipa4 ditambah cipau sama menceng :)

 muka udah gak ada bentuk :')

Thankyou all hehehehe

Thankyou for :
1. Citra Wahyu Tri Utami
2. Nurul Purna Mahardika
3. Regina Fitriani
4. Dian Noviyani
5. Sagita Anugerah Oka
6. Yamatri Zahra
7. Jessica Putri Octavia Hadi
8. Rizky Aditya ( Cipau )
9. Dayu Jaysendira ( Dekday )
10. Handa Yuandi ( Menceng )

Tiba dirumah lagi
dirumah gw naro semua kado kado dari anak2 dikelas tadi kekamar semua.
hari udah nyaris maghrib akhirnya pada pamit pulang.
langsung gw sholat magjrib bentar. gaklama habis sholat gw buka twitter di laptop.
maksudnya sekalian balesin mentions EAAAAAK

tiba tiba terdengar suara nyokap "caaa..... keluar ca ada yang dateng tu !!!!"
akhirnya gw keluar dan.......
SURPRISEEEEEE!!!@#%^&
ternyata muka Ratu nongol, Widia, Bella, terus Adi... eh mana Anggi?? Anggi Mana
ternyata dia gabole ikut kalo malem sama mamanya uuuu galak ibu Tuti inih :')

potong kue terus dapet kado lagi banyak nambah hihi makasi yaaa emang besties banget kalian ini 

 suap suapan tanpa Anggi tapi :')

dapet kado kado lagi

Thankyou For :

1. Anggi Widantika

2. Ratu Derry Yusrina Sari

3. Widia Juli Yani

4. Bella Valentina

5. Adi Nugraha

sekitar jam setengah 8 mereka pulang gw mandi sebentar, kebetulan blm sempet mandi tadi hikssss

selesai mandi jam Lapanan, tiba2 ada motor berenti. nyokap blg

lagi 

"Caaa kaya ada yg berenti"

"Apaan siapa? ica masi ganti baju"

nyokap yg keluar dan gatau ngomong apa gw jg gatau itu siapa awalnya

pas selesai semua gw keluar liat yang nongol ada....

muka Arip, muka Abot, muka Dian.

aduh malu bgt tapi campur seneng... tadinya Arip marah krn disangka gw lupa punya cowok wkwkwkwk heseh bgt bbm terakhir gak di read BIKPAL 

tapi seneng pas liat mukanya didepan pintu he he he bgt <3 b="b">

akhirnya ngobrol2 eh lebih ke bergunjing sih, seru banget ngomongin orang2 resek hahahahaha malem itu byk dosa kita berempat ngomongin orang terus maafin ya Allah

Jam 10 kurangan

Arip, Abot, Dian pamit pulang..... terus yaaa.... seneng aja malem itu seru :3

love this he he he

Pokoknya 22 Oktober tahun ini dari pagi sampe malem aku seneng banget mehehehe :3

OH IYA

ada late surprised juga

jadi kemaren tanggal 23 Oktober tepatnya hari selasa, dapet kejutan dari anak2

Ganesha Operation ( GO ) pas barusan aja balik dari les

tiba tiba mereka dateng ke rumah, dan gak nyangka banget....

seneng deh punya temen2 yang baik ini 

Thankyou for :

1. Nur Amalina ( Wina )

2. Sagita Anugerah Oka ( sagita lagi :*)

3. Gilang Saputra

4. Rivaldy Lumban Gaol

5. Aldo Pratama

6. Oby Hariski

Terus ada Late Presents lagi dari Arip

My Last 16

Malem ini terakhir berusia 16tahun loh

do ya know what I mean?

tersisa beberapa jam lagi umurku jadi 

17 Sweet Seventeen

ga nyangka bgt udah hampir segitu,

pokonya wishes di hari terakhir 16 tahun ini

bisa menjadi 

orang yang berguna kedepannya

okeee so count down....

untill 00:00 pm

sedikit penasaran siapa yg ngucapin pertama 

setelah pukul tersebut hehehe 
sedikit lebai dah ah  BYE

crazy skype

hari ini abis nangis dikit sih haha

gara2 nurul ngirim suatu foto, rahasia lah fotonya

posisinya lagi not in a good mood conversation with ...

jadinya makin makin hiksssss hehehehehe

terus gw bete pengen skype ngajak Diah. gw musti nunggu dia pulang les dulu jam 8 malem

08:00pm

skype gw udh stand by, trs ada new call lgsg hold on

curhat bentar sama diah. gw ceritain itu, diah ceritain si itu

wkwkwkwk

no longer... kita bergalau galau ria, sambil nyetel lagu2 galau, dari dark side sampe dear john 

berenti karna buffering

terus pas lagu superbass kita nyanyi2 terus diah ngerap dan bergaya rapper

kocak bgt gw sampe ketawa2 sendiri hhahahhaa

ini satnite kelabu jadi seruuuu hahaha

walaupun lewat skype tapi puas ngobrol sama cerita dan nyanyi2 joget2nya

staring :

Tsuraya Khairunnisa

Diah Ayu Mariam

Will You Love Me Even With My Dark Side ?

Will you love me? ohh
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

breakfast on the road

buka bersama dijalanan, sebenernya kita gamau buka dijalan. tapi karna kita semua kesorean dan jalanan macet, akhirnya kita buka di pinggira jalan sama es buah plus gorengan aja:'''')

DISINI TEPATNYA

Me and Citra 

Widia, Me

Setelah kenyang makan dijalan, kita kerumah Nurul, kebetulan deket dari lokasi

terus numpang sholat magrib dulu. langsung caw lagi deh...